Have you ever . . .

. . . met some one who completely transforms your life? Yeah, I have not either! I think I do . . . but then it comes down to placing value on the other person and I am either devalued or some one proves themselves not worthy of the value I placed on them. Now with a ticking clock over my head I find myself moving on quicker and easier . . . I am a strong woman with Christian morals . . . that does not change with each person I meet . . . it is my constant. Nina disenchanted me . . . if that is even the word . . . by outlining her view on monogamy and marriage for her generation. I realized as she spoke . . . she was describing the past few friendships/relationships I have had since I resumed dating and I realized . . . I remember being much happier when I was NOT dating but instead had friends who I went out with . . . no expectations . . . . no drama . . . . I think I will resume my friendships . . . it is sad that many of them are superficial. I was simply AMAZED at how many disappeared when I shared my CML story with them. It doesn't change that I had a good time when I went out with them. I only need to learn to categorize my people! lol ;) There are friends who will always love me for who I am and be there . . . then there are shallow friends who love me for the fun person I am . . . . little do they know I am that fun person because I endured battles of the soul and body! :) I am deep and my waters run the same way! lol Life . . . I have so much left to do and cannot waste another precious second of it!